day eight’s perception…

Michelle Bloom

school is over and i am on day eight of the gauntlet. self doubt and sorrow are visiting. loneliness and emptiness too. i don’t feel inspired, i feel tired. i want to stop being this me creature and just be nature. i want escape from myself. the shadow is leaking. i am in non-resistance with these feelings. allowing them to arise. the sky is blue and how i wish i had this day to myself. i will show up with love for others though. i will know in my heart i am capable. i will allow my craving for simplicity and heart based perception to exist too. this modern world sometimes feels like too much for me. overwhelm. it’s only overwhelm. i will allow it all to have a voice, for i am water and i am also making the choice to do this work and be on this path…

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Author: Grandtrines

Like so many people, I am a paradox. I am a politically conservative vegetarian. I am from a Christian background, and still tend to like those values, but am a metaphysical astrologer trained in science who has an interest in the magic of ancient Egypt and a weird belief that some piece of our essence can live on a server. I live in Texas, but like chatting with my international Wordpress pals the best. I learn by teaching. Technically, I am a "Leo," but I am very, very Aquarian with a dose of Scorpio. I bitterly complain about Algol (and Algol personaliites), yet it is the one star that defines me most (other than Regulus). (Which, oddly, makes me an Algol personality.) I am a reclusive lover of peace and quiet who has the Ascendant in the Via Combusta (the most conflict ridden part of the zodiac). I am an incredibly private person with a blog with over 800 followers and 50 to 150 regular daily visitors. I could go on, but I think you get the picture.

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